I am so pained and not happy. I have been single for four years. I have really been avoiding relationships because I don’t want to share my body with any man that doesn’t deserve it. I met this guy one month ago. He told me from the beginning that he has two kids but is not married to their mother. According to him, she is just like a roommate. They stay together, but they don’t talk. Sometimes, she doesn’t even sleep at home, which makes things hard for him. He bathes the kids, takes them to school, and doesn’t really have time to work on his own except when his sister comes to stay with the kids. They don’t talk, and I have seen that they don’t because we go to the same gym. He calls me on video calls all the time—sometimes till 3 AM. We see each other almost every day till about 2 AM, but we have never had sex because I am old-fashioned and don’t share myself like that.
He has never asked me for sex, but we knew it would happen eventually. He shows me he loves me, and I see it. I like this guy so much that I even started making things work for him spiritually. In the space of one month, I paid for his head appeasement without telling him. We had plans to visit the place on Saturday. I gave him so much peace. But for the past three days, he has been giving me attitude, and we never had any issues before now. All I see is that he is so used to t0xicity that he doesn’t like peace. When he finally saw peace, he couldn’t even embrace or recognize it—he prefers quarreling, fighting, and keeping malice. Now, I have blocked him everywhere. This one month feels like I spent a whole year. I’m now regretting why I even gave him attention in the first place.
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