I’m in a deeper mess. In 2017, I became a single mom, and life has been miserable. I promise my child a better life and I am doing everything within my reach to take care of him. So, last year, I met a guy around February. We started dating, and it was really serious that his family knew me already, the same as mine. The first six months were rosy and sweet, but I assumed he was a cheat although I didn’t catch him in the action. But I always overthink. After like six months of being together, we had a very big issue caused by me because of my jealousy. Sincerely, all the problems are not from me, but I always overreact, and I’ll be at fault in the end of everything.
After the issues we had, things are not like they should be among us. So, after like a month of our issue, I noticed I was pregnant. I told him, and he begged me to ab0rt. Being the first time doing an ab0rtion, I reacted badly to everyone involved, including the matron, and this escalated the issue we were having before. After the abortion, we still tried to keep in touch with each other. So after some time, we stopped communicating. After like two months, he came back and apologized. I asked what he wanted, and he said he didn’t break up with me, that he only gave me the space he thought I needed.
We both apologized for our shortcomings, and we continued the relationship, but not as stable as it was before. I see that he’s not ready to be committed anymore ’cause he feels I’ll exhibit my angry attitude. We still see and have s#x unprotected, but he usually withdraws. Now, my problem is I’m pregnant again, and I don’t know how it happened. I haven’t slept with anyone since our issue. He’s the only person I’m seeing, but I’m wondering how I got pregnant when he’s always withdrawing.
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