I met this guy last year just before my birthday, and we started talking, and one thing led to another. Last year in December, he proposed, and we are already planning our wedding. Met my family and his family already, a date has been fixed, and trust me, I’m excited and all because I love him. A few days ago, I started feeling like he’s cheating on me. He is really trying to make me happy, but it’s hard with all that’s in my head.
He bought me an iPhone 15 Pro Max in November for my birthday, changed my car, and also helps me with my master’s fee. Last time I saw messages on his phone was when we initially started dating, and whenever we have issues, I can’t lie; he tries hard to explain things to me. I have issues with his friends, most of them are married yet still they cheat. Since the last time I saw messages, I vowed never to enter his phone. I’m actually having second thoughts about the wedding.
I have trust issues from my past relationship and how things went, so I’m really finding it hard to trust him, and he knows that I have issues with trust. I guess that’s why he always tries to explain things to me because I am an over-thinker. Please don’t judge me for having issues with trust; I know people will say if I don’t trust him, I shouldn’t agree to marriage, but it’s hard to explain. Yes, I know. I have tried, but I can’t seem to help the urge.
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