So, there is this guy I met last year. Everything was fine until fate happened, and it became a long-distance relationship. Since then, he changed. He hardly chats with me and even broke up with me. Still, I loved him. To cut the long story short, we had sex, and I got pregnant. But we had broken up then. I told him, and he was like he wasn’t ready to have a child. so I terminated it. The second time also happened, and I terminated it again. Trust me, the process wasn’t easy. Till now, I don’t even feel like myself. It’s like d€ath is chasing me, but I don’t have anyone to talk to. I ab0rted twice for this guy. During that ab0rtion time, he said we should be on a break. I agreed, but later I just thought about it because I was in pain.
He could have at least put me first, but instead, he was emphasizing the break. Later, I told him I wanted a breakup because I knew he didn’t love me. He didn’t even chat with me steadily. Everything was just not it. He even made me feel like I was pushing the conversation. After the breakup, he didn’t say anything, not even an apology message. Now he posts a new girl, and I’m so heartbroken. I don’t really know how to express it, but after two abortions, I still have to heal from heartbreak. How do I move on? I even find it hard to eat, but I blocked him because I guess he is posting to hurt me. God, I wish I never met him. The story is a lot to tell, but I am just a young girl who let a 30-year-old guy finish her because of love.
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