I used to date this boy since June of last year. I loved him and I still love him till today. He used to love me (I think) cause I’m not sure again. He was really broke back then, and he was in 300 level, and I was in 100 level. He had nothing then, and I liked him because of the way he approached and talked to me. We started dating after a few months. He was very caring and also knew how to f^ck very well. Back then, things were very hard for both of us. But whatever we had, we ate together. We went a day without even eating; one time I had to take a loan for the both of us to eat that day. I also did plenty of stupid and embarrassing things that shame can’t even let me say here. None of my friends knew he didn’t have. I never broke shamed him because I loved him too much and believed every situation could change. I got pregnant for him, and I had to abort the pregnancy because we were both still young. Although he lied to me that if he had the money, we’d keep it. There was nothing I didn’t do to make this boy feel loved because he felt he was incapable of being loved.
He spoke well of me to his friends and his mom. His mom used to like me. He was a very nice guy until last year December when he went to his state during the break. He changed completely when he started seeing money. He broke up with me in January. He told me he didn’t want to be committed to one woman. Accused me of cheating on him and got into a new relationship after one week. Every day I cried and begged him to come. He told me I was not capable of being loved. That nobody would ever love me. He told me he’d always be one step ahead of me and I should never try to compete with him because I would lose. I weighed 60kg before I met him, now I weigh 39. He would always put my call on loudspeaker, and he and his friends would laugh at me. He would always insult me and use the things I told him about myself in the past to mock me. I’m in a trauma bond with him, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to love him anymore. Please Rantandtalkz family, help! I’m only 22.
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