I am in my late 20s, and I can’t find a proper man for myself. It’s so frustrating because it’s not like they are not coming or something; I just tend to ignore others when I find myself in a relationship to avoid distractions. And then, when it eventually ends, I can’t keep up with those I have ignored. I had issues with my ex concerning his communication and attention in the relationship. I wasn’t calm about the whole saga, which eventually ended. But we got along last month, talked about what we both did wrong that didn’t make the relationship work out then, and he promised to change this time, while I also promised to change too. I still had feelings for him, and I hadn’t been in any decent relationship since we last broke up, so we started all over. After a few weeks, the communication dropped; he hardly replies to chats whenever I complain. He claims to be busy and all those excuses, assuring me nothing was going on, it’s just him being busy.
Because of his kind of job, I tried to understand him this time, but it’s becoming a regular occurrence, and I feel so unloved and lonely. You can’t be busy for 24 good hours!! I don’t even know his working hours when he is at work or when he is home. Most times I just ask how work was. And he has never been serious about seeing me; the three times we were supposed to see each other, he just has this funny way of canceling. He came to my place recently from work, spent a few hours, and then left to resume work. Countless times he won’t chat; he will promise to see me and not show up; he won’t even talk about it. I don’t know what to think; I feel like walking away, but I don’t want it to end like the last time. Am I doing something wrong? Recently, I just feel like exploring; the urge is crazy, and just ignore him, reply to him whenever he does, and keep my peace if he doesn’t.
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