I don’t understand why God is taking so long to answer our prayers. I’ve been crying since morning, and it feels like my whole life has been a struggle. We’ve been facing the same challenges for years, and despite our efforts and prayers, nothing seems to change for the better. I’m working hard to make ends meet, but now, due to my illness, my life is at a standstill. My siblings are also struggling, and it feels like we’re not making any progress. We’ve been trying to build our house for over 15 years, but we’ve only managed to complete one room. It’s frustrating and feels like we’re not moving forward. Lately, I’ve been feeling overwhelmed, and suicidal thoughts have crossed my mind. But I can’t act on them because of my mom.
She’s suffered so much, and I can’t add to her pain. My mom is 65 years old, but she looks much older due to her struggles. She’s very prayerful and often goes to the mountains for extended periods, sometimes for weeks or even months. This morning, my dad told me she’s gone to another mountain for three months without informing us, her children, because she knows we wouldn’t allow it. She was just discharged from the hospital after being treated for chronic typhoid, and she’s very weak and thin. Despite her struggles, she believes that everything requires prayer, whether good or bad, and that we should pray and work hard every day. But the results are not showing.
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