I am a lady who will be turning 29 in a few months, but I look like someone between the ages of 20-25. Happy new month to all! As the new month emerges, I have been having self-reflection. Not that I don’t think about things, but lately, I have been reflecting on my personal life in all facets, and I don’t like how my life is. Though I am grateful for the little I have, I want more. I have had sex with 18 guys, 5 of which were once and forced, the others were failed relationships. And I have absolutely nothing to show for my age—no accomplishment, nothing. Yes, I dropped out twice due to financial issues, but I struggled hard to go for a degree, and I finished studying the course. But it seems like my generational battle is strong because, after the completion of my 4-year course, I couldn’t pay to get my credentials for proper documentation because the school is foreign, but I received lectures here in Nigeria.
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I have no family to help, and the guys I have ever dated, well, like they never assisted, and I don’t expect them to because I am hardworking. See, my story is long. Let me stop here. I am the type that bottles up emotions because I don’t have friends or anyone that I can open up to or rub my mind with. That’s why I came here. I have three business plans that I am already working on. The first one is already executed, but there’s no income or funding, just me managing myself, hoping it would work out one day. The second one is yet to be established, and the third is to go for professional training in line with my discipline—fashion design.
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