The saddest day of my life. I still feel guilty up till now but I knew God has a reason for everything because I take my work more important to the extent that even when I heard my dad was sick, I was like he will be fine. Then I told my brother to be going to check up on him and he said he’s getting better. Then I heard he was in the hospital, I now decided to go and check up on him on that very day he was brought there. I was now crying that I didn’t know it was this much. Then nobody was there to sleep with him that night, so me and my brother stayed that day. Then the doctor now said we should hold his hand so the drip will not remove. So I held his hand and told my brother to go and sleep, that once it’s 2am I will wake him up to come and continue to hold his hand so I can sleep also. But God has his own plans. It wasn’t even up to that 2am before he left this world. I didn’t want to leave his hand. I had to hold him tight and shout “Doctor! Doctor!” and he was there fighting for his life till he passed.
I was speechless. I was traumatized. I was like, is this how someone dies? Because I haven’t experienced it before. I nearly ran mad. The funniest part is he died 12am exactly early in the morning. But what I know is that God has a reason for everything because life without a father isn’t easy. I miss him o. There are some personal issues happening in my life right now. I know if he was here, he would have solved it for me. Not a day passes without me mentioning his name in my prayers. I pray his soul continues to rest in perfect peace.
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