I’m typing this write-up with a bit of guilt. I have a relationship that turned three years this December. On Monday, I met this guy in the night when I went to get something down the street. He stopped me and started talking to me, saying he likes me and all that. He was very straightforward, not beating around the bush, and came out clean about his intentions. I told him I already have someone, which I tell every guy that asks me out. He walked me home and said he would come and check up on me the next day, which I accepted because I didn’t see anything bad in it. Having a relationship doesn’t mean I shouldn’t keep friends. He came over, but I didn’t let him inside my house, and we talked outside. He was very jovial and free-minded, plus he’s such a vibe.
I feel very comfortable sharing my thoughts, my scars, and things I don’t easily tell people. Usually, I’m the quiet and secretive type. I feel talking with him is wrong, but then my boyfriend has been claiming “busy, busy, busy” these past few weeks, leaving me alone, which I didn’t like. Yesterday, the guy came over again, and we talked a lot. Then he told me that he would like to have a relationship with me, which I declined again, saying I can’t share my heart with two people. For my peace of mind, I’m trying as much as possible to avoid him, but I find it difficult. Yesterday, we kissed, and I’ve been feeling so guilty about it that I even had to put him on archive. I’m Confused.
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