I’m an 18-year-old girl living in the United States. I met a boy in April, and when I met him, I immediately told him about my past relationship and what I had experienced (that was my mistake, my sister said). Anyways, he promised to take care of my heart and treat me right. He was planning something big, and he kept saying that if it worked out, he couldn’t wait to travel the world with me and show me how a queen should be treated. My mom, my sister, and my friends were all happy that I had finally moved on from my past relationship and was getting good treatment. I never thought this man would ever do anything to hurt me, but my dreams said otherwise. There was a time he came to see me, and for four times in a row, I dreamt that this man cheated on me, broke my heart, and wasn’t even remorseful. I never took it seriously, but I would wake up crying. I ignored it and continued helping him and dating him. I would pay for his Uber, buy him food, and send him money for things because his uncle (whom he was staying with) was very ev!|.
Eventually, his uncle kicked him out completely, and he had to stay with me for the meantime. I had these dreams again, consecutively, and this time, they were about him and one of my close friends. I deem myself a very kind person, and I realized that that was lowkey my weakness because I gave so many chances and sacrificed my personal comfort to help others feel comfortable. But I realized they could never inconvenience themselves for me when it was the other way around. I started to notice this, especially with him. But one thing that happened that really broke me was that he laid his hands on me. When we were having an argument, he shoved me. When I tried to ask why he did that, he denied it and said, “If I did, you wouldn’t be standing right now.” But he literally shoved me, and I slammed into the washing machine. The day after I had those dreams, I fell out with one of my friends, and this incident happened two days later. What he did gave me flashbacks of my previous relationship, where the man also h!t me, never apologized, and made it seem like it was my fault.
Even when I told my now ex-boyfriend about how I felt like everyone around me was ev!| and w**ked (referencing him and my friend), he made it seem like I was the problem. But just the day before, he was comforting me about the situation and telling me that he was stoopid for losing a heart like mine. It really hurt. He never apologized, and it reminded me of my dream where I caught him cheating, and he wasn’t remorseful. Anyways, I have asked him to leave my dorm before the end of the week, and I blocked him everywhere. I am so heartbroken, and I wish I had ended it when I had those dreams. This heartbreak thing no be small thing. But I wish him the best in all his endeavors.
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