I am so lonely, and lately, I’ve been experiencing an unexplainable level of sadness. I will be 31 in October, I am still single; in fact, I don’t even have a boyfriend. I haven’t had one in over 2 years. I have a business that gives me an average of N300k every month, so it’s not like I’m broke broke, though the money is not always enough, but I am grateful. But I am so alone. I just go to work and then go home—no activity, no highlight. If not for my salesgirl, I could stay at home for 3 days, and no one would call to check on me. I was adopted when I was 5, so I’m not so close to my family (that’s a story for another day). They’ve tried their best, so they have not done anything wrong.
Most of my friends are married, so they are facing their families. I don’t know why I feel this level of sadness. It engulfs me whenever I get home; I just eat, surf the net, and sleep, and repeat. I can’t seem to meet anyone, both online and offline. And I really desire to get married or fall in love. Going out is definitely out of it. Have you guys seen how expensive transportation and going out is? Plus, what’s the fun of going out alone? It’s not fun for me; I’ve tried it. Just ranting. I wish the sadness would leave me alone.
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