I got engaged to my boyfriend of two years. We had an introduction when I got pregnant, but two weeks after that I had a miscarriage. We are still together, but a lot has happened since then. He is currently not working; he’s involved in some online scams, and he doesn’t have any business except using his phone. Despite this, he’s nice and caring and his family is supportive. However, things are not going well financially. His clients aren’t paying and money isn’t coming in. I advised him that we should both look for jobs, but he disagreed. I’m still in school but I could manage to work. He mentioned that he didn’t want me to work because of his friends. My family and friends have warned me not to live with him and to wait until we’re married. I love him, but I feel blinded by my feelings. To cut a long story short, he got sick and I ended up losing another pregnancy due to the stress of taking care of him. One day, he called me and said we weren’t compatible and claimed that I was the reason for his illness and financial struggles. I was confused because I wondered how I could be the reason for his struggles when he doesn’t have a job.
I love him, but I don’t think he loves me as much as I love him. Nevertheless, we continued moving forward. Nobody knows about my engagement except my close friends, so I’m not too heartbroken about the breakup. I had an ex-boyfriend before I met my ex-fiancé, and we started talking on Instagram after my broken engagement. This guy knows that I’m engaged because I told him about it to get back at him when he messaged me after I did my introduction. I don’t know how he knows that I’ve been through heartbreak, but I didn’t tell him about the broken engagement; I just said he travelled out of the country. I don’t love him and I don’t want a relationship with him; I just want us to be casual. Ever since my engagement ended, I feel like I’ve cheated on my ex every time another guy touches me, but with this ex-boyfriend, I don’t feel that way. He has a girlfriend now but I don’t care. When we were dating, they didn’t let me enjoy our time together, so I just want her to chill now.
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