I’m 27 years old and in a relationship with my ex, whom I got back together with. I’ve been sick for almost a year now, and it’s a spiritual issue, but I’m using both medical treatment and prayer to address it. It’s getting tiring, to be honest. Last year, someone told me I have a spiritual husband, which I initially didn’t believe. However, I started seeing signs, and it’s been affecting me. I’ve been struggling with masturbation for years, and I’ve tried to stop many times.
Sometimes I might go two months without doing it, but when I’m ovulating, I tend to do it again. I’ve prayed and fasted, and I’m currently on a three-day white fast, which I felt led to do myself. Recently, my boyfriend and I have been intimate a few times, and each time, he’s had sex in his dreams. When we were talking, I told him I was tired of how things were going and that I sometimes thought of suicide.
I really want to be free from this sickness. I’ve been taking medication, but there’s been no change. I’ve also gone for deliverance, and each time, he gets angry when I mention it’s spiritual. He says he’s not supposed to be having sex with me and to be honest, I thought he was aware of the situation from the beginning. We’ve had a big fight, and I’ve begged him to understand. He says I’m the reason he’s not making money, despite having almost N3 million in his account last month.
Now he can’t even boast of N50,000. I blame myself for everything, and I’m not happy at all. He says he won’t leave me and that he’ll help me find a solution for my health issues. However, he’s not aware of the spiritual husband’s situation. Right now, I need help. I want to stop masturbating and end this spiritual husband thing. Please, help me.
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