I am a 22-year-old girl that will be going for NYSC soon. I have a boyfriend I started dating while I was in 200L, and our relationship will be 5 years next year. We have never had sex (I studied a 5-year course). This year, he has been requesting sex, but I keep telling him I’m not ready. To be sincere, he is all I want in a man. He doesn’t have much, but he gives me from the little he has, though he isn’t financially okay. I have caught him cheating on me like three times, which he blamed on me not agreeing to have sex with him.
I truly love this guy, but I don’t want to give my virginity to him and then not end up getting married. I’m scared of not getting married to my first, and I’m also against using p’lls. Sometimes, I feel like I should just break up with him, but again, I feel like I won’t find someone like him. I see us ending up together in the future, and sometimes I don’t. I don’t know what to do. Should I have sex with him, or should I keep telling him I’m not ready? Because, to be sincere, I know he has tried.
P.S.: His family knows me.
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