My name is Miracle. I just turned 20. I am a girl. Right from when I can remember, I have always been attracted to girls—from the yansh to the breast to the hips, everything. I can see a beautiful girl on the road and go take her number. So I have always labeled myself as bi—attracted to both genders. But the thing is, I have never had sexual activities with a woman, just men. But I know I am attracted to them. Recently, I just entered school, and there’s this neighbor of mine—she’s so beautiful. At first, I gave her space ’cause this girl wasn’t feeling me. (Note: I dress like a boy most of the time, so I know I attract both genders.) So fast forward, she started showing me green light. Me self, I took action. We started off as friends until one day. She was traveling the next day, so she asked me to sleep in her room that night.
I agreed. In my mind, I was definitely getting some action that night—my first s€xual experience with a girl. I was so ready. So at night, it began—the touching and everything. But pause. I had to lick her V. I have watched gay porn. I have seen them enjoy licking them, but f*, the minute my tongue touched that place, I was tempted to throw up. But as a cool girl, I kept going. I was completely turned off. There was nothing enjoyable there. I used my fingers on her till she came, and we slept off. The next morning, immediately I got to my room, I brushed my teeth 6 times in a row. And immediately, it clicked in my head—I was never gay. I didn’t even like the idea of having a s€xual relationship with a girl. I just liked how beautiful girls were and admired them. Fast forward to 2 days later—safe to say, this girl is totally obsessed with me.
She tells me not to talk to other girls except her, and if she catches me with one, I see her real color. She follows me everywhere, cooks and brings food for me. She even cloned my WhatsApp. I don’t know how, but she also has the password to all my social media accounts, and I’m fucked at this moment because I have a boyfriend, whom she’s now telling I have been cheating on him with other guys to ruin our relationship. How do I tell this girl I am not gay? I never was. I just wanted to try and see how it felt with her. But I don’t want to hurt her feelings because, all in all, she’s a sweet, loving girl.
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