I have been with this guy for 5 years, and we have a child together. We live together. In the second year of the relationship, I became pregnant. We had plans of getting married after the introduction, but I realized I couldn’t spend a lifetime with him because he’s a chronic cheat, a narcissist, and a manipulator. When I found out about his affairs with other girls, I confronted him because I wanted to be sure of what I’m getting myself into. We had a fight, and his family took sides with him. All turned against me. Five months pregnant, I attempted abortion twice, but it didn’t work. I became so depressed because of the sudden change in character. After giving birth to our baby, the cheating became worse.
I couldn’t leave because I love this guy, and he’s my first ever real thing. He gives me literally anything I want. I got tired of healing; now, I’m traumatizing him back. Whenever I find out he’s gone to fuck another, I don’t even question or fight. I just cheat back, go out, get some D, and come back home like the wife material he wants. And I’m so at peace with myself now. One time, he caught me flirting with another guy. He was so jealous. He begged me to stop and promised he’s changed and cut ties with his sneaky links. But the truth is, I’ve lost feelings for this guy since I started cheating back, but I’m not even ready to leave him soon. Two can play the game.
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