I used to be scared of getting to 30 broke and scared of dying early, but recently, especially after this Jnr. Pope’s water incident, my phobia of death has grown so much that I have been very careful with my movements. I used to go on boat cruises and refuse to wear a jacket even though I can’t swim. That could be me. I know I can’t control it when it’s my time, but I don’t believe people who died at a young age were at their time. Every day I think about it. What will happen to this beautiful body if I go today? How will it decay? Will my spirit be seeing people posting and praying for me? What will happen to my family and friends? I just entered uni. Will I be alive to finish it? Should I just get pregnant and have a baby at 24 just in case, so my legacy doesn’t disappear? Wo, my head is just full and scared too. Na God go help me, amen.
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