I have a friend and she was one person I trusted because we shared common personalities, so we always understood each other and all that. One night, I do not know who sent me, but I checked her WhatsApp and omo, just imagine how girls cry when they search their boyfriend’s phone, that was how I cried. This girl was ridiculing me and other people in her boyfriend’s DM, and the foolish boy would join her to insult us. The morning after I saw it, I was just moody and did not know if I should confront her or not. I did after a while and she denied it flat. I left it. The thing was I did not have any friends, so she was like the only one I could confide in, so I forgave her the same way women forgive their cheating partners. A few months back, I checked her phone again and omo, what I saw was worse than the last one.
I just wondered why she does that, but it made me lose connection with her. I can look at her now and not feel anything the way I used to see her as my best friend. I am now numb towards her, sometimes I even forget she is my friend. I felt heartbroken and since then I have not had any friends I trust. I always feel all the hype you give me in my face is fake and they would go behind my back and say another thing out of envy or jealousy. Everyone I meet now is an acquaintance, you do for me, I do for you. I am no longer going extra for anybody that will spoil my name later on. I hope I heal from it though, because my trust is messed up because of that.
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