I’m tearing up as I’m writing this story. To cut a long story short, I once dated a guy who I love so much. Tbh, he is a good and generous guy, but a very nonchalant person! We dated before, went our separate ways, and later started talking and getting along together. But the relationship wasn’t defined. When I tried to ask for clarity and complain about his attitude so he could adjust so we could make things work, he accused me of seeing someone else, saying I’m no longer feeling the bond. Meanwhile, I still very much loved him. I just wanted things to work between us. I later found out he has someone serious. Maybe that’s why he was always acting like that toward me. I was so heartbroken.
At least, even if you didn’t love me like I did, you could have told me instead of wasting all my time. Afterall, I ignored every guy for you. I can’t believe I stayed loyal to a guy who never truly loved me, and he has a woman living in the house he built. Lol. It is well. I have tried my possible best to h8te this person, but I can’t. The love I have for him still holds in my heart. I wish I could be heartless and stop being an emotional person! Precious, I did nothing but love you genuinely, but you took me for granted. I don’t wish you any bad at all; it’s your choice and happiness.You made me become wicked and mean to any new guy I just started talking to. They always run away after three days of seeing my attitude toward them.
I seem not to like anyone because I’m still hurt. I need to heal. In 2025, I’m going to stay single and celibate and focus more on my career and growth until I feel like love is worth trying. As for you, keep winning and be happy. I hold no grudges against you, Precious, because there was a time you made me happy and feel alive. But this 2025, I won’t block you. Instead, I will finally find the courage to delete your contact because the more I keep your contact in my phone, the more it hurts. Love you always. I pray I find a soulmate that will help me move on at the right time. Girls, never love a man more than he does. At the end of the day, he will take you for granted.
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