Okay, so last year December I broke up with my boyfriend because I was angry and didn’t even hear from him before breaking up and blocking him. He tried to text me everywhere, but I didn’t reply. Like 2 days after, a guy who had been disturbing me in my department since I was in 100 level (I’m now in 400 level) texted me. We started talking and from there I started liking him. He told me he had a girlfriend but they were on a break. I didn’t mind, so when they settled he told me he informed his girlfriend about me and all she said was that he shouldn’t change towards her. I felt relieved, thinking I could be the side chick. Things were going well until my boyfriend came back and started begging me. I told this guy that my boyfriend was begging me and I thought I was going to accept him back, but he was begging me not to accept my boyfriend back. I didn’t listen—I accepted my boyfriend back. So that means I’m in a relationship and still with the sneaky link. Every time me and the sneaky link talk, he’s always mentioning my boyfriend just to get on my nerves.
About 5 days ago, I went to his place to sleep over. We kissed and did everything but didn’t have sex. When I left his place in the morning, he texted me and apologized for turning me on and not doing anything after. He said he had his reasons—his girlfriend was on his mind and having sex with me would divide his feelings, and he also said he was feeling for my boyfriend because he’s a guy too. I felt really pained and realized I’m the bad person who didn’t think about my boyfriend before going to his house. Fast forward to yesterday—he said he could no longer continue with me, that he just wanted to be there for me when my boyfriend left, and now that my boyfriend is back, he doesn’t have to be with me anymore. He prefers us being friends. I’m attached to this guy already. I’ve been crying since yesterday, you guys.
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