Hi, I have never been in a relationship before and I badly want to be in one. I am a very very pretty dark-skinned girl and used to have this issue of men not approaching me. They will stare but never approach and I have won many beauty contests, so I know I am not ugly. I used to pray for my story to change so I can meet a loving, kind, and intentional man. My friend linked me up with a guy online and he is consistent in the conversations till I met him.
He is not tall and chubby and he is 33 years while I am just 21 years old. I went to his house, we made out but didn’t have sex (virgin). I am tired of it too. I felt his dick (it wasn’t big o like what I see online). He lives comfortably but he wouldn’t give me the lifestyle I desire. I wouldn’t feel fulfilled and I don’t love him. I don’t feel… I am bored, so I don’t know if I should use him to fulfill my temporary needs while I wait for the one? Or I should settle.
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