In this life, it’s not good to love a guy more than he loves you, plus him being fully aware that you love him more. He’s going to treat you like a piece of sh!t. When he’s wrong, he gives me attitude, when I’m wrong, he gives me attitude, then I be the one apologizing. I h8te how I have become a simp for a guy that’s in constant communication with his ex. Only God knows what he’s telling her about me. I just want to dead the feelings I have for him and move on with my life, but it’s so hard for me. The only thing I gained in this relationship is how to be a b!tch and never fall in love. The only thing we did in the relationship is sex and cook. I’m not even ugly at all, inside and outside I’m beautiful, but I’ve never been with someone that loves me.
All I get is lust, fucking annoying. I’m just gonna put this energy into something productive; that’s the best revenge right now, I guess. Said I was gonna leave all this anger last year, but I came with more anger. He would even talk about his ex in my presence, speaking his language. I cried so much last year, even self-h**med so I don’t feel that heart pain. I lost my sleep and appetite too. Right now, I’m filled with so much rage. I really need to let it go, but it’s so f*cking hard. Right now, I can’t even trust any motherf*cker again. I always gave a chance, but they are all bitches, but it’s all good.
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