Whoever said kids don’t remember their childhood lies. At a very young age, as I could remember, I watched my father do things back then I couldn’t understand. But that man was a chronic ch£at. He would sometimes beat my mum, steal from her, and spend it outside on women and drinks. On the days he had his own money, he didn’t come home until it was finished. I would sit and watch my mum cry her eyes out. I was a daddy’s girl—I loved my dad—but as I got older, I couldn’t help but resent him. When I was 12, he died in the house of another woman, on top of that woman while they were having sex.
Now, from that experience, I feel all men are the same, especially the Yoruba ones. In my eyes now, men are disgusting and irritating. No matter how good-looking a man is, I always see my dad in him. I don’t have male friends, just female ones. In my secondary school days, I bullied the boys in my class a lot because it turned out I could beat them, so I beat them before they even tried touching me. Because of that, I’m still a virgin. No man can come close to me because once you start showing interest in me, I see my dad in him, and it’s a trauma I can’t escape from. Please, what do I do?
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