My Past Sex Life Keeps Haunting Me

I’m really confused here and I really don’t know how to go about it. I currently have a bf who I so much love, but things from my past keep haunting me. My bf is my ex from secondary school, we got back recently and between us being separated, I had two guys I almost dated. At that point, I had sex with them, then I didn’t feel anything for them anymore. So recently, I’ve been seeing stories on this page about this disease from one person and all, and I’m honestly so scared because the first guy was raw and after having sex with him, I found out he doesn’t use condoms with girls he has sex with. And the other guy, while having sex with the condom, all of a sudden said the condom came off, and since then, this has been bothering me. I don’t even want to go do a test because gosh I’m so scared and I’m just too scared of playing with my bf’s life too, because he has been really so good. My closest friend told me I was overthinking it and shouldn’t think that anymore, but somehow it always comes to my head. I’m just so tired because men are wicked and they’d do anything.

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