I had a big fight with one of my hostel mates this morning, and he called me ashewo (prostitute). I was really pained, and I sat down and started counting my body counts. I had 30 body counts already. I was raped by my elder brother when I was 14, and since then, I opened my legs to any man that I came across. Not that I really enjoy sex that much, I thought it would make them like me more. I stopped having sex with strangers in 2022, but I still feel so bad about myself. And I hate it when I’m being called ashewo. Mind you, I have never had any relationship before. My body counts are the result of the multiple strangers I came across. I can’t even imagine having a boyfriend who knows his babe has 30 body counts. That’s why I’m still single.
