I have been married to my husband for three years and some months. The first year of our marriage, God blessed us with a daughter. After my baby, much has not changed about my body or how much I care about my husband. However, my husband has constantly made me feel less of myself because he cheats on me and talks down to me. I have been to several counseling sessions on my own to know what I was doing wrong, with countless nights of sleeplessness and prayers. But it wasn’t getting better. After my baby turned a year, he left the house and moved to another country. He told me he was going to visit a friend and would return after three months, but he never did.
When I ask him about his return, he just keeps giving me stories. He frustrated me to the extent that I became a shadow of myself; sometimes he won’t call for days, only providing when I ask him for baby stuff and not anything that has to do with me. I was lonely and depressed, going to the hospital frequently due to lack of good food and rest. I went for a series of deliverance sessions at MFM because I was always feeling like the problem. After some time, he sent for my child and me; we arrived at his place in a new country. He is trying to fix things, but I don’t feel happy around him. My heart has not been able to forgive him because I still feel like he has not changed! I just pray God blesses me with a good job or a good business so I can be useful to myself and my child.
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