I met my girlfriend as a virgin, and we decided to keep her virginity until we were ready. Everything was going smoothly until towards the end of 2023 when she went to school as a freshman. Like two months later, I started feeling insecure about her. I felt uneasy and was having anxiety. I talked to her about it, and she assured me she would always be with me. Recently, she told me she wanted to tell me something when she got back from school. I couldn’t stop thinking about what she wanted to say, and it led to me not being able to Sleep well, my heart became so heavy. Eventually, she got back from school, and we met. I couldn’t even greet her like, “Welcome back, baby”, nor ask about her experience as a freshman. I told her to go straight to the point. So, she started with the fact that she was raped. My heart pounded like a million times.
I told her to explain to me how it happened exactly, but her explanation was full of lies. I could tell. I let her know, “You don’t know how to lie.” So we went back and forth, and she decided to tell me what really happened. She said one guy in her hostel forcefully had sex with her. She said it wasn’t intentional and she was threatened. Just a random guy deflowered my girl. What I cherished so much just went like that. I asked her for the guy’s number, but she said she deleted it. I’m so heartbroken. During the process when the guy was bugging and disturbing you, why didn’t you tell me? I’m so heartbroken. I used to whine about boys crying for girls. I never thought I would cry for such. I’m really heartbroken. I need advice. I love the girl so much, but I’m having anxiety, and I cannot stop crying. What can I do?
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