I regret the day I met this girl. I was so intentional about her until I totally gave up. She was continuously sleeping with married men, and I kept on forgiving her. You may call me a total s!mp, but I definitely didn’t know I’d ever be in a situation where I would love a woman that way. I tried my best for her, did all I could, but it wasn’t enough. The last time I caught her, she begged again. It was hard processing the emotions, and I became totally insecure because she showed me patterns. She was never remorseful until I caught her, lol. That’s the only time she expressed regret. We had an issue about one of her sneaky links, and she manipulated the situation and victimized herself in a problem she created.
The painful part is her mom was totally in support. She thinks her mom is supporting her, but the reason why her mom backs her up is that her mom is also ch£ating on her dad with several men, and I have evidence that I never disclose to anyone. Every one of my family members knows about this as well but decided to keep quiet because they love this girl. I’ve heard several prophecies about her (really scary ones) which I believe because of the kind of mother she has. I won’t disclose it either; I just want peace as I gradually move on. I feel much better since I decided to let go.
Sometimes, letting go is the truest form of love. I tried holding on tight to what’s not even mine. Some people even suggested I blackmail her in her school groups and blogs. I can if I want to, but I’ll let things slide. I wish everyone success. I will meet my own woman and treat her very well, better than I ever did for that girl. This pain won’t change my heart because I know deep down I’m a good person. Since I decided to leave, I’ve seen so many positive changes, and I’ll never go back. I’ll just work on how I’ll keep progressing. Please, avoid emotional manipulators at all costs! They will ruin your mental health.
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