I am tired of myself at this point. Okay, this is it here. I came from a very rough family. My dad is someone any lady shouldn’t pray to get married to. Because of that, I’ve been so, so uptight in my relationships. I’m always on a defensive mode every time. If a guy does something and it’s a bit similar to any of my dad’s character, Omo, I’ll become so upset, and sometimes it will even lead to a breakup.
Like this, I find it so hard to even trust a guy. I’m even getting so mad at myself already. I started dating a guy last month, and I’ve showed him this bad attitude of mine again. I became overly sensitive and angry over a very small issue. I blocked him immediately, and he texted me with his other number, telling me he doesn’t know I’m this kind of girl. Because I swear I’m a very, very sweet person.
I usually prefer I remain friends with guys because once we date, I’ll just become so defensive and won’t even tolerate things I do tolerate when we were friends. Please, I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried calming myself down whenever I get angry, but it doesn’t work. I’ve prayed over it severally. Those that have happy homes don’t know what God did for them oo.
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