Everything seems to be stagnant in my life: my finances, my business. I graduated about 5 years ago, and since then, I have been struggling. I see people that we started a business together doing well. I try my best not to compare myself to them, but it is hard. I am crying writing this because I am frustrated. I haven’t gotten any deals for the year, while some others are booked until July this year. I am an event planner and decorator. Just yesterday, the client that I have been talking to since last month, whose wedding is in April, was supposed to be my first client for the year. Yesterday, he said the job had been given to someone else. I cried so much. I am really looking onto God, but it is not easy. It feels like time is passing, and I am wasting my time. I have a hair business that I started last year. The dollar isn’t even allowing people to buy anymore. God knows I am tired. I don’t want to sleep around; I just want to be busy with a legitimate source of income. I just want my dad and siblings to be proud of me.
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