Firstly, the sex has drastically reduced, which I know is inevitable considering the time we’ve been together (seven months), but I didn’t expect this much. Before, whenever I stayed at his house, we would have sex three to four times a day if he was around. But now, in the space of three days that I was there, we had sex just once, and it was the weekend, so he was around. That aside, he now acts like having sex with me is a big deal for him. Even when I make advances, he pushes me away. It’s only when he feels like it that he initiates anything. If I try to resist just to pay him back, he doesn’t stop—he just continues forcefully. There’s no foreplay; he just uses lubricants or sticks his fingers in me. If he notices any small wetness, he just slides in.
We don’t use condoms, but he has lots of condoms at home. I’ve noticed that anytime I come over and count them, they reduce—meaning he’s using them, but definitely not on me. It breaks my heart for real, and it’s affecting me. I’m a pretty and s€xy girl that any guy would want, but the one I want acts like he isn’t attracted to me. I find myself losing my spark. I don’t feel beautiful anymore—I hardly take pictures or make videos of myself, which is unlike me. I’m sincerely concerned because he always talks about wanting to spend the rest of his life with me. But I don’t think I can live like this, being with a man who acts like he doesn’t find me attractive or is tired of me. Should I talk to him about it, or should I just accept that he’s probably tired of me?
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