Last night, I couldn’t sleep because I am carrying a heavy heart because of my boyfriend. This guy always attacks me for everything I do. So, yesterday evening, I posted on my status saying I want peace of mind and money, and he DM’d me this afternoon, saying I’m disgracing myself, not him, and that I should go and look for someone better for me. He always says that whenever we have misunderstandings, and I have never cheated on this guy in my life. He’s all I have, even if thousands of guys toast me, I will say no because I have a man, and it’s this guy who deflowered me. He talks to me anyhow, but lately, I can’t tolerate the way he talks to me again, so I attack him back whenever he starts his wahala. But I’m tired of giving him back the same energy because I still love him, even just because of the little misunderstanding between us. He didn’t reply to my messages since that afternoon, and I couldn’t sleep. I don’t even know if he ever loved me with the way he reacts to me sometimes. This guy has really wounded my heart. I don’t know where to start 🥲.
