I have had this relationship for 4 years now, and we have really had our ups and downs. We are currently not in the same space now, I’m in another state because I need to make money. He has been acting somehow because when we were in school, I used to be busy with studies, but we do see each other, even though we don’t talk on call often. We see each other anytime we wish. Now that we are done with school, it’s different, we don’t see each other as often, and everyone seems busy, but we talk very well on call for a while now. These days, I called him at night, and he didn’t pick up. He replied that he was doing something, but I was texting him, and he was replying. That was very unusual, so I asked if he was on call. After pressuring him to answer, he said yes and mentioned it was a friend. He decided to tell me the truth, saying he didn’t lie to me because even if he did, I would still find out that he was lying.
It happened again that he didn’t end the call with the person to call me back, and I lashed back at him, asking who was the friend that was making him not call me back or end the call. He said it’s not what I’m thinking. I’ve never cheated on him, and I’m confused about his attitude. Sometimes he can be moody, maybe because of the situation of things, but I’m getting mixed up, wondering if it’s because of the situations or things in this country, or he is giving me attitude or there’s a new person in the picture. I’ve always been insecure dating him, and I have tried different ways to find out if he is cheating so I can be sure and have evidence, but I didn’t find any. It’s funny how we both read rants every day, yet he decides to act like this. I’ve met different guys who have asked me out, but they all have relationships or just want to have a casual relationship and leave. I’m tired, so I don’t even have eyes outside. I’m so stuck to this guy, I love him, yet he is entertaining a friend.
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