I have known my current boyfriend since 2016, but our relationship was on and off because I was still very young and scared of being in a relationship. Throughout my university days, I wasn’t in any relationship. I was very young, just living life, not wayward, and I’ve always been an introvert. My current boyfriend and I started our relationship in 2021 after I graduated. I decided to take it seriously because I wanted to give love a chance, and I wanted something serious 😭. I got attached to him, and I love him so much, NGL 😪. I have never cheated on him. I don’t even have a “talking stage” sef.
I turn down every guy because of the love I have for my boyfriend. I have never once thought of cheating on him. Even when we had issues earlier this year that led to us breaking up, I did not allow any guy in because I believed we would settle, which we did. I started working at a bank this year. We are in a long-distance relationship; I stay in Lagos, and he stays in Ibadan, but I always create time to see him.
We had a conversation this week, and he told me he doesn’t trust me because I stay in Lagos, claiming Lagos is a wild place. Lagos, where I have been staying for over two years since we started dating! I just have the feeling that he is gradually getting tired of me. Maybe I’m overthinking… maybe he doesn’t love me anymore. I have never cheated on this guy 😭😭. I’m pained, fr 😪. I can’t do without taking medicine because I overthink all the time 😪.
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