My boyfriend doesn’t rate sex at all. Not that he is a two minutes man; sometimes if we have sex, I end up begging him to stop, but that’s not my point. My point is that he has low libido, and I have a high libido. The relationship is a long-distance one. Anytime I go to see him, I stay at his place for at least a week or more. My boyfriend can go two whole days without touching me or smooching me. Anytime this happens, I try to throw myself at him, thinking maybe he is shy or something, but he would end up saying he isn’t in the mood. But anytime he is in the mood, I will give it to him because he doesn’t beg for it.
He won’t even romance me; he would just go straight to putting it in. My boyfriend would rather eat sand than have sex with me on my period. Anytime I go to his place on my period, he won’t touch me until I go back; he would rather sleep or eat. When it’s raining, he won’t even bother to touch me, but if I am away from him, he would be saying he wished he was there to cuddle and romance me in the cold weather. I even used to whine him that I wished he would fuck me till I would start crying or wake me up in the middle of the night one time to fuck me till morning, but he would say sleep is important or hiss at me.
I suggested getting a dildo, but he was totally against it, saying even if I should get it behind him, he would know that my pussy would be bigger and less tight than what he is used to. I can’t even break up with him because he would end up coming to my house or sending his friends, sisters, and mom to me; even if I refuse all, I can’t refuse his mom. Is this how I want to continue when we get married? Or should I just go ahead to get the dildo without him knowing or how do I talk to him about it without him raising his voice at me, because he will start saying he h8tes me. Mind you, he has never hit me before; he just tends to get angry easily. Please, you guys should help a sister.
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