I’m in a six-month relationship with this lady, but her toxicity drives me crazy, honestly. I love her so much that, whether she’s right or wrong, I tend to beg first. I’m willing to spend all my last card on her. I’m 29, and she’s 27. She’s a very big narcissist, feels she’s always right, hardly apologizes, talks to different guys on Snapchat, doesn’t know how to talk, and even muted me to stop seeing her stories. She doesn’t streak me but streaks other guys. I gave her about N200k for her birthday and still spent about N500k on outings. Yet, she had the guts to block me from seeing her story during that period. She doesn’t support me financially in any way. Most times, I feel so pained that I even add her to my prayers to change.
But it keeps getting worse. Not that I don’t have girls bugging me, but I choose to stay true to her because I feel there’s nothing anyone else wants to offer me that she can’t. When I’m broke, she doesn’t care. How would I not be able to ask my girlfriend to lend me N20k? I’m scared to ask her for even data. Not going to lie, she’s loving and sweet, and she’s hardworking too, with her own little money. But the negativities are not something I can curb or ignore. At the moment, I’m beginning to h8te her. Not dislike—I mean hate! But I’m seriously trying not to. Pls what can I do?
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