I am a 21-year-old lady, and for a while, I’ve been thinking about marriage. It has become something that I desire because I’ve always wanted to get married early and have my kids early. I look and behave older than my age for reasons I don’t know. I look 25 and above. I know wanting to get married as a young girl who doesn’t have anything to do is a bad idea, but I really want to get married. Presently, I do not have a boyfriend, but I like sex a lot. I have a very high sex drive, which always makes me want to have sex. I try to control myself as much as I can, but sometimes I just fall into temptation. The thing is, I have never gotten pregnant before, even though I’ve been having sex for more than two years. I’m scared that it might happen eventually, and I’m really scared of abortion.
I’m also worried about whether I can conceive or not because I have never fallen pregnant. I do not want to intentionally be careless about it just to get pregnant and do an abortion. I love kids and really want to start having some now that I’m young and still vibrant. The only problem now is that I do not even have a serious relationship or even a talking stage. I just know that I want to have lots of sex without feeling guilty about it. I want to be a wife, a mother, and a homemaker. My problem is that I don’t have something that gives me good money. I run a small food business and I am a student in my third year. Please advise me, guys. Should I just forget about wanting to get married because I don’t have a good source of income?
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