Love Is a Bastard

I decided to get back together with my ex of over two years this year because I never stopped loving him, and he assured me he was back for good—I believed him. To be honest, it felt too good to be true when we got back together, and I couldn’t help but totally fall in love with him. He loved me the way I wanted to be loved, and for real, I was the happiest on earth. But for the past few weeks, he has totally changed. I have complained and complained, but nothing has changed. I’m tired, and I don’t know what to do because I have fallen too deeply, and I can’t imagine my life without him.

I can’t talk to anyone about it, and I’m scared he may have gone back to the girl he left me for the first time. I feel so fooolish and stoopid right now. God sees my heart—I genuinely love this guy, and I have always pleased him. I don’t know where I got it wrong. I h8te the fact that my heart is too soft. I’ve been having serious heartaches, and I don’t know what to do. Somebody help me—I’m losing focus. Why do soft-hearted and genuine people like me always have to go through this? You guys can insult me all you want, but I just need help, please. I’m slowly losing myself.

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