I am writing this here with a heart of pains and betrayal, and I am crying while writing this. Last year I met a guy; I wasn’t ready for a relationship, but he was always convincing me to date him, which I agreed, he was at his lowest, but I tried my best to be there for him and even support him, all because of love, but I realize I made a mistake. He started treating me badly. He shouted and insulted me in public no matter the respect I gave to him. He just feels that it’s not enough, saying harsh words to me. He told me that if I don’t get pregnant, his family won’t accept me, and his family even said it to my face, that I am wasting my time with their son and that it’s only when I get pregnant that I can be with him. I am so sad because I have sacrificed everything just for this guy. I put my own life on hold just for him and I’m always doing what he wants me to do. He loves comparing me with his exes and friend’s partners.
Everyday, I am always in pains and crying, asking myself if this is what I want. It’s so obvious this people want to turn me to baby mama. My life is just full of regret, how will I start all over again, oh my God, I will never wish my enemy to go through what I am going through right now, because it is so painful that even a strange man I met warned me not to do what I am planing to do, that I shouldn’t commit su***de because that was on my mind because of fear from starting from the scratch with no money. This guy drained everything I have including my business. I dont wish to fall in love in this life again till I die. Where will I start from right now God? It’s so painful.
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