No one talks about how lonely it feels after a breakup, especially for people who don’t have friends. I left a relationship months ago, going on for 1 year already, and it still feels fresh, not because I want him back or miss him, but because I’m alone. I told a friend how badly I wanted to enter new relationships some months back, and he asked me the last time I went out. The last time I went out was around September last year; he just laughed and said, “dey play.” Not like I’m an introvert, but I don’t have friends to go out with. The ones I had already graduated. And I can’t go out alone; you know how university boys behave. They will think you’re trying to hook up or something. I hope it’s different somewhere else though.
I just want someone to talk to, someone to share my thoughts with. The other day, school stressed me so much I started crying; no one to rant to. I have never felt so sad. Some weeks ago, I was supposed to sit for a carryover; the result was uploaded, and I passed. I was so, so happy, overjoyed, but no one to tell. I shuffle from IG to TikTok, to Snap; it has been boring. I never felt like I needed someone the way I do now. No relationship, no calls, no friends. I wish I’m good with friends though; some people just meet new people, and before you know it, they are already talking, and laughing. That’s very hard for me. At this point, even if it’s a situationship, I don’t mind; I just want someone to talk to.
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