I’m in my final year. I’ve always anticipated the excitement, joy, and fun that come with being a finalist, but ever since I had an ab0rtion some months back, I feel like a total failure. I cried every day for four months straight. I’ve been depressed, traumatized, developed low self-esteem, and even tried committing suicide once. It really affected me academically and psychologically. I dropped from second-class upper to lower (that is, if it hasn’t gone beyond that because I’m yet to collect my previous result).
I’ll be writing a professional exam next month, and I’m scared I won’t be able to focus because of the trauma and depression. And yes, the guy left a few days after the procedure and blocked me. I really want to get my mind off this and focus on my exam, but I just can’t bring myself to. Please, do you have any advice on how I can pass this phase without hurting myself again? I really have to pass this professional exam.
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