I’m a guy living in Europe. I got a girl while I was in my university days and we loved each other so much. I have been here for several years because I finished my university days while still so young. The issue is that I faced many things here in Europe which makes me lose trust in humans, and it’s actually affecting my relationship back home. The girl is actually transparent to me but I’m still doubting her because it’s been years I left home. She’s the one feeding the energy of us being in the relationship, whereas here I have not been cheating on her. If I have to, I don’t even get the chance to.
But the love is still strongly connected. She’s a good girl. Even while in school, most of my friends were jealous of my relationship. That doesn’t make me trust anyone to watch out for me because they might try and manipulate her. The most advantageous part is that we both invested in the relationship, both emotionally and financially. I can’t share all she does but she’s gorgeous and really tried. I’m just scared if she has not already been manipulated by those jealous friends of mine.
Maybe they’re just waiting for me to come back before revealing their act to me, because I’m ready to take her in. It’s almost half a decade of being here without seeing her. What if my instincts are true? Where do I start from? And my instincts most times are always true. I can’t start searching again if my instincts are true.
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