Is She Using Me to Pass Time?

I don’t know if my girlfriend is using me to pass time or if she just loves me for who I am. We’ve been dating for 4 years now, and this girl loves me so much. I love her too, but I’m just the type that has this mentality that even when I get married, I must have side chicks. I cheat a lot. I have different girls that I can call even when I’m bored or when I have issues with my girlfriend.

She caught me sleeping with two of my female neighbors, and this girl still forgave me. We moved on like nothing was wrong. I don’t know how my girlfriend finds out if I invite a girl over because she will call and text me, even telling me who I am with and when the person got to my place. Every time she caught me cheating, I have never apologized. I just ghost her, and she ends up begging me again, forgiving me.

I’m so scared and confused because we keep getting back together. Sometimes, if we get back together, she will refuse to give me head and ask us to start using a condom. She’s 3 years older than me. My girlfriend is lovely, caring, she can cook, she’s a graduate, she’s loyal too, and she is business-oriented with her own store. She’s not demanding, as she’s not the type that always bills me; she only wants my attention and for me to stop cheating.

I’ve tried to stop cheating, but I’m a very handsome guy, and girls like me a lot. Do you guys think my girlfriend is using me to pass time until she finds a rightful man, or does she genuinely love me and is waiting for me to change? Presently, I ghost her because she caught me cheating again, and she’s been texting me back to back.

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