I’m tireddd for real. I can’t do life alone; I have no one. I have no friends in school; they keep leaving and coming back later, but I’m affected by it because when I needed them the most, they were nowhere to be found. I don’t even have this fatherly bond with my dad. I can call my father or text him up to 100 times a day; he won’t pick up or reply back to me for months. I just do life aloneee, and it’s exhausting. Suicidal thoughts here and there every timeeee! The guy that I even love wholeheartedly doesn’t feel that way towards me. He loves me though, but not as much as I do. He keeps cheating back to back. I love this guy so much that I do pray to God to change him for me. He is the only one who understands me and I love him, but he keeps fl!rting with girls. I’m just so tiredd of everything. The only aspect I’m lucky in is my education; I am good in my academics, but other aspects of my life, ehh, just dey anyhow. It got to a stage where I needed friends to talk to, I started texting them myself, but they kept leaving. God knows how tired I am.
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