I don’t even know who I am, what I want or how to go about life. All I know is I just want to be successful in whatever I choose to do, and I don’t even know what I want to do! I’ve tried so many things and I just keep failing at it. I’m at the point where I might get expelled from school, the business I started is even worse, my career I put on hold to pursue education and now it got to this! Now I’m so lost and I feel like I’ve lost in life. I have about N3m saved up and I don’t even know what I can do with the money ‘cause it doesn’t even guarantee me a future. I just want to know who I am and where to focus on! Why is life so confusing to me? And deep down everyone thinks I’m okay. But I almost committed sucide today! God please redirect me! I don’t deserve any of this. Please pray for me in the comment section. God I just want to know what to focus on! I’ve always been scared of falling all my life and now I have failed in everything I ventured in. I don’t even have anyone to talk to! Is it too late to start over? Where do I start from? What do I start with? Is this a sign I don’t belong here?
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