It feels like life selects whom to favor because I’m tired and fed up at this point. I’ve been the one catering to my needs, including school fees and rent, for the past four years. I just signed out a few months ago. I have a handiwork, but I can’t even venture into it because most of the products I need to start back are now extremely expensive. I also sell online to sustain myself, but it’s always food money I do see. No love life; less than six months in, they’ll break up with me. I don’t cheat.
I’m a typical example of an understanding girlfriend, but they’ll just start showing different patterns. I’d beg and beg until I lose interest, and I’d have to end it myself. It’s just as if they’re using relationships to have free s£x with me. I’m an introvert who h@tes being in people’s space or asking people for help, but I’ve been squatting with a friend since my house rent in school expired.
Don’t even talk about my parents because I know they’re trying, but it’s just not showing. I’ve saved some money for an apartment, but it’s not complete. I don’t even know how or where to apply for jobs—no experience or even skills to prove I’m a qualified candidate. I was even looking into being a virtual assistant. I signed up for the ALX free VA course already, but I don’t even have a laptop.
I even learned different businesses (importation, lip gloss, scented candles, thrifted clothing, etc.), but there’s no capital to start. I just want to rant because I’m tired of boring my friends with my stories all the time. It just feels like I’m stagnant. I don’t even spend recklessly or go out. It’s just me and my phone all the time. I’m not even up to 22. If there’s a legit way to earn money, please recommend it.
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