Sorry to bore y’all with my issues, but I really need soft words to push me away from here. I met this guy one year ago, and we had sex. I saw him as an unserious person, but he tried to change my mind. He said he wanted a relationship and talked about how much he wanted me in his life. I had no clue he was still into his ex until I saw a text of both of them expressing how much they loved each other. I confronted him, and it took a while, but I think he moved on.
There’s always a new person in the picture—flirting texts and all—I saw them. He apologized, and I let it go. This same guy cannot stand me talking to other guys, but he does the opposite. A few months ago, I traveled. When I came back, I walked in on him with another girl. He actually turned his fl!rting into sex. He denied everything, but after a while, the truth came out. I was broken and wished I could stay in denial. He begged and begged. I gradually started being cool with him until he said he was tired and needed to be alone to focus.
Lol. I left his place that day, but somehow, I found out he went back to the girl he cheated with and was telling her how much he liked her. I texted her, and we met. She told me everything that happened. I wasn’t surprised that this guy had been lying all along. I went through his phone, and that was how I found out his friends had been asking him to let me go, saying they didn’t like me and that I didn’t deserve to be his main girlfriend.
Meanwhile, I saw a text last year where he told his friends he wanted to “package me,” and once it got too serious, they should drag him out of the relationship. The thing now is I’m so attached. He cares for me a lot, but he keeps doing things to hurt me. What’s hurting me the most is that he likes the new girl, and he calls her name randomly without knowing. (P.S. she’s thick, and I’m not.) I wanted to rant here—please, no insults. I only loved the wrong person. I wasted a whole year.
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