I have been dating this guy for over a year and we’ve been good, to be honest, he has been the best in my dating history. Lately, I realized I get carried away. I do hang out with friends, and it will lead me to cheat. The first one didn’t end well because as I was planning to see another guy, my boyfriend came to see me in school so I couldn’t go. He later confessed to me that he had spammed some of my social media accounts, and he knew I was going to see a guy so he came all the way from Lagos to my state to see me so I wouldn’t go. After some weeks, I went out with a male friend, got drunk, and decided to sleep over at his place. My man called and called but I kept giving different lies and excuses for not picking up his calls. Later that same night, I decided to reply to his messages, and I confessed to him and begged him to forgive me.
He cried all night and couldn’t say anything. I felt so bad, I felt like stabbing the guy beside me, so I left his room to stay in the living room. I called my man and was still begging him to forgive me. He forgave me and told me he still loves me. I told him to break up with me so he won’t be feeling disgusted but he refused. He said he wanted to give a last chance to not break his heart. But I’m scared that he is still going to remain the same and that I will not be able to face him or be free with him like I used to, even though he gave me his words. Please guys pray for me to be committed and submissive to this man because he’s planning to marry me and I love him so much. How can I also be focused and not lose myself or get carried away in my relationship? I need your advice. Thank you for taking the time to read.
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