I have never thought I would come here to drop anything, but I’m dying inside. I’ve cried and cried and cried. For a month now, it’s been the darkest moments of my life. I never thought I would be this way one day or someday. I left my 5/6-year relationship, and I moved on with someone else. I thought I had moved on; I thought I would be happy. We’ve had so many ups and downs in the relationship, and I decided to let go. Rantz family, I don’t think I can be happy with someone else. I’ve only loved him all my life. I need to talk to someone; I’m d¥¡ng. I’ve been begging him for more than a month now, and he said he doesn’t want me anymore. I don’t know anymore. I’ve been off social media for a month now.
I wish I’m given a second chance to make everything right. I don’t mind any condition he wants. I’ve never thought I would ever be this way; life really came at me. I’ve never prayed so earnestly to Allah, but for the past few weeks, I’ve been crying to HIM at every solat. I just wanted to pour out my mind; I don’t have anyone to talk to. It’s been he|| for me. I’ve learnt my lesson. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. Whoever is writing my story should please drop the pen; I’m already exhausted! I feel empty.
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